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| http://www.myspace.com/_rotten_halloween_candy_
Myspace, nigpie. Go. Now.
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| Okay, well, I'm better now.
Yesterday I worked on a project, that was due today, from around 4:30
to 12 non stop. It sucked..I still had to finish it this morning.
I have a headache. In, like, the back of my head. It hurts real bad,
has all day..And I'm congested, and my nose is runny, and I have the
little nasal drippage bit, and I'm sneezing...alot...That doesn't help
in the headache department.
Dirty Dancing's on on VH1 right now. It's close to the big dance scene at the end.
Well, I have to go clean up my project mess. My mom's all yelling at me and stuff. Oh well.
TTFN<3
P.S. Visit my vampirefreaks and comment if you have one. <3
http://vampirefreaks.com/profile.php?user=Mein-Herz-Brennt
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| Being an alternate in BOL Soul isn't bothering me now.
Having a fucked up life isn't bothering me now.
What's bothering me is that a cat just DIED IN MY ARMS.
And I couldn't do anything about it.
I mean, it's not my cat or anything.
We tried so hard. We wanted it to live. But nothing we did could do anything.
And I'm bawling my eyes out.
And I'm wondering about what if it were MY cats.
My cats mean the world to me. I don't want to think about them dying.
But I am. And I hate it. Because it just makes me cry more. I hate it.
I never want my cats to die. I never want anything to die infront of my
eyes. Nothing as important to me as my cats. They're one of the few
reasons I'm still alive today.
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| Okayso. I have BOL Soul auditions tomorrow. AND I HAVE NOTHING TO SING. Blah!
BOL Soul = a choral group that goes to Cocoa Beach and sings at Ron
John's every year. And a group I want to be in very, very BADLY.
I have a Josh Groban song, and a bunch of Britney Spears, NSync,
Backstreet Boys, and Spice Girls [xDD] songs I could sing. Because I'm
really good at them. I don't really want to sing them..because everyone
will point and laugh and say HAHA.
So yep..what a dilemma.
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| I feel a wee bit bad for my brother.
See..His, well, I don't know if she's his girlfriend...well, ex/girlfriend, is basically abused by her mom. Her stepdad hates her, and her mom is doing anything she can to make him happy. So, she hates her now too. And she was kicked out..im not sure where, but she called her grandparents in Wisconsin. And she's leaving... And my mom says my brother was crying earlier when she was talking to him, because he really, really loves her..that just makes me feel so sorry for him...So, I'm going to try to be real nice to him. No arguing or anything.
Hm...anything else I should mention? ...Oh, my computer's back up. Yaay. x3 | | |
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