HalowillbeyourdeatH's Xanga

Friday, December 30, 2005

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 16:24:01 GMT

I've neglected my poor, poor Xanga, who has remained faithful to me for as long as I've had it... </3

Well. Time for the news from the front::;

1] It's my birthday todayyy! YAY! Another year towards death.

2]I've realised how shitty my friends are. I'm having a party tomorrow, and I invited a ton of people.. One said she could come. Another said she was having one herself and couldn't come. Then she could. And now she can't, because she'd rather go get herself drunk. Yipee. All because my parents will be there for the party and I can't bring in any alcohol [otherwise, shit, I would]. I'm sure that's the reason why 13 other people didn't say they could or couldn't come, because they're going somewhere else where they can get drunk, and quite possibly LAID.

3] Sickness can fuck itself sideways.

4] My DS [and the Harvest Moon : More Friends of Mineral Town game I have] are going to be my new life.

5] I realise I can't get a single boyfriend that I'll actually be able to talk to person to person for atleast two seconds. It'll either be by phone or internet.

Bah.

Friday, November 18, 2005

Fri, 18 Nov 2005 00:33:54 GMT

Umm, yeah. I really need to update this thing.

Friday, October 14, 2005

Fri, 14 Oct 2005 10:26:21 GMT

I'm leaving for Magic Kingdom [one of the Disney parks] in about 20 minutes. That has to be my favorite park of them all..Other than Epcot. Epcot's cool too.

It's a good way to get away from the stress of this week. -.-;

Oh, well, I promise pictures.

Thursday, October 13, 2005

Thu, 13 Oct 2005 00:13:08 GMT

You know what I just found out from my mom?

That those shitheads that call themselves family didn't tell us that they buried my Great Grandma this morning.

My mom called the funeral home to see if they had done anything, and we found out that they buried her this morning.

...That is really, really fucked up.

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Tue, 11 Oct 2005 01:28:57 GMT

My great grandma died this morning.

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

Tue, 04 Oct 2005 00:31:16 GMT

http://www.myspace.com/_rotten_halloween_candy_

Myspace, nigpie. Go. Now.

Friday, September 30, 2005

Fri, 30 Sep 2005 20:11:45 GMT

Okay, well, I'm better now.

Yesterday I worked on a project, that was due today, from around 4:30 to 12 non stop. It sucked..I still had to finish it this morning.

I have a headache. In, like, the back of my head. It hurts real bad, has all day..And I'm congested, and my nose is runny, and I have the little nasal drippage bit, and I'm sneezing...alot...That doesn't help in the headache department.

Dirty Dancing's on on VH1 right now. It's close to the big dance scene at the end.

Well, I have to go clean up my project mess. My mom's all yelling at me and stuff. Oh well.

TTFN<3

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Thursday, September 29, 2005

Thu, 29 Sep 2005 00:19:00 GMT

Being an alternate in BOL Soul isn't bothering me now.

Having a fucked up life isn't bothering me now.

What's bothering me is that a cat just DIED IN MY ARMS.

And I couldn't do anything about it.

I mean, it's not my cat or anything.

We tried so hard. We wanted it to live. But nothing we did could do anything.

And I'm bawling my eyes out.

And I'm wondering about what if it were MY cats.

My cats mean the world to me. I don't want to think about them dying. But I am. And I hate it. Because it just makes me cry more. I hate it. I never want my cats to die. I never want anything to die infront of my eyes. Nothing as important to me as my cats. They're one of the few reasons I'm still alive today.

I may be out of it for a few days.

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 23:11:01 GMT

Okayso. I have BOL Soul auditions tomorrow. AND I HAVE NOTHING TO SING. Blah!

BOL Soul = a choral group that goes to Cocoa Beach and sings at Ron John's every year. And a group I want to be in very, very BADLY.

I have a Josh Groban song, and a bunch of Britney Spears, NSync, Backstreet Boys, and Spice Girls [xDD] songs I could sing. Because I'm really good at them. I don't really want to sing them..because everyone will point and laugh and say HAHA.

So yep..what a dilemma.

Monday, September 12, 2005

Mon, 12 Sep 2005 21:15:52 GMT

I feel a wee bit bad for my brother.

See..His, well, I don't know if she's his girlfriend...well, ex/girlfriend, is basically abused by her mom. Her stepdad hates her, and her mom is doing anything she can to make him happy. So, she hates her now too. And she was kicked out..im not sure where, but she called her grandparents in Wisconsin. And she's leaving... And my mom says my brother was crying earlier when she was talking to him, because he really, really loves her..that just makes me feel so sorry for him...So, I'm going to try to be real nice to him. No arguing or anything.

Hm...anything else I should mention? ...Oh, my computer's back up. Yaay. x3